Heartsounds

Lyrics

I'll try again but lose in the end, I just can't seem to connect.
Alienation clouds my perception and ruins every new attempt.
It''s hard to see clearly when you're crippled with regret,
Or staring blankly through a lens of bitter self-contempt.

I just want to be kept safe from the elements outside,
Or to be a part of someone else's life, further away from mine.
When December comes I'll need the warmth of ultra violet light,
And though I know the clouds don't listen well, I hope they can hear me now.

I'll keep sending messages into the abyss,
Hoping for some kind of response, but nothing will come of it.
How does one feel a sense of hope when the storm is yet to come,
Or believe the earth will bring them life when they're always losing some?

I just want to be kept safe from the elements outside,
Or to be a part of someone else's life, further away from mine.
When December comes I'll need the warmth of ultra violet light,
And though I know the clouds don't listen well, I hope they can hear me now.

These nights are getting longer as my body grows colder,
and I want shelter from the world despite failure to get closer,
To the comfort of another. I need it now more than ever.
Bring me home to a world of your own.